So I am still terrible at posting lately! Sorry! Also sorry to future me who will go back and try to remember what the fuck I was doing in late October/November of 2011, only for it to be lost in a haze of work and desperation for a vacation ( Read more... )

We have reached the part of hell week/finals where I am miserable and taking awful care of myself. I just had dinner after forgetting about it for a few hours, and I didn't even finish my gigantic bowl of stir fry. My thesis is sprawling like some sort of mutant ungainly child, and I can't even contemplate the policy brief and Persian essay I have ( Read more... )

I am currently in a mild agony of indecision and anxiety over my thesis ( Read more... )

Things that are making me happy (because I need the reminder):

• my mom putting my baby cousin Suzie on the phone to be adorable at me and ask with all the righteous indignation of a two and a half year old, "Where are you?"
  
• the wide variety and deliciousness of froofy holiday coffee drinks from Starbucks. Listen, we all need ways to get through ( Read more... )

I really don't want to study anymore. Ever. For reals ( Read more... )

OMGWTFBBQ BERKELEY. WHY DO YOU INSIST ON GIVING ADMISSIONS DECISIONS ON THE EVENING OF MARCH 30TH. SO. CRUEL.

Also, Spring Break refuses to come any faster. I would totally just skive off the last couple days if I could, but nooooooo. I so wish I could though. My brain is dead, I fell asleep in Physics the other day, and Calculus makes me want to ( Read more... )

if only because of GODDAMNED COLLEGE ACCEPTANCE LETTERS OMG. The fifteenth for UCLA, mid-March for UCSD, and the evening of March 30th for Berkeley OMGWTFBBQ. And let's not even talk about Stanford and Columbia being in early freaking AprilI am now at the stage of freakout wherein I am convinced that UCI is the only school I got into, and self ( Read more... )

OMG I WILL NEVER BE ACCEPTED TO ANY COLLEGE EVER ( Read more... )